Morning Dues: The Musical
In 2016 I wrote Morning Dues. The file on this website is the draft novel, frozen in that initial state - completed but not the final edit. The book told the story of a man's journey from teenager to forty year old, and the songs he wrote that accompanied him along the road. Finding one's self etc., the time honored story, with a little bit of the Go-Go's tossed into the mix.
In the book there are several song lyrics included as a way of illustrating the journey and I figured it was important to the story that the songs match what they are being described as. For the narrative, Will You Be There or Come Alive need to be something an 80's band could have had a hit with. Class of '84 Reunion can be picked up easily and playfully played at a backyard BBQ, Morning Dues needs to be impactful, Echoes needs to have a stark intensity. The problem is, as the writer, I can only tell you it's poppy, playful, intense. And that -for me - does impact the narrative. If I were reading the book, I'd be saying, "well, you say that Rock a Little Longer is a crowd pleaser, but it's all just words on the page."
And maybe that doesn't bother anyone else, that's why imagination goes a long way when reading a novel, but still...
In my head these songs are all of these things, and I don't want the reader to have to imagine that, they should know they are what I'm saying they are. I wrote the book, finished it up, but the song lyrics still existed and the melodies bounced around my head. What to do?
There are likely easier ways to have resolved this but what I did was, in 2017, I learned the guitar. This had to happen, and I'm not really good at it, but good enough to structure a pop song. In the past, I created some songs through GarageBand (see the Oreland Station lyric page), it is a great software program, but in the end, stringing together sound clips is a form of karaoke. I needed these to be songs that had notes, silly as that sounds, that was the key for them existing.
But, I never really played before, so I watched some YouTube videos, printed out some chord and note sheets, and figured out enough to get though my songs. My intention was not to learn other songs, except as it would provide a key to figuring out my own songs. Next I identified a core group of songs that were featured in the book and also were easy to get to demo status. In other words, if it required becoming Bohemian Rhapsody that wasn't happening. Next up was the factor that singing was never going to be my calling card, but there the forgiving echoes and reverbs of GarageBand could be leveraged.
First up was the song Morning Dues. Funny enough, as soon as I tried to take what was in my head into being, I ended up with a neat little guitar riff that changed the whole melody. Oh, well, happy accident, and really that is how this should be, the song in my head really has never existed in that sense and it's only in trying to bring it into being that I deal with the factors that will impact what it becomes.
At this point I have demos of 10 songs, listed below. All have multiple versions at this point, some I have added a drum track, some I have added backing vocals and other sweeteners, but I will create a page per song below as I add content and as I write a new story; this time it's not fiction, it's the true story of the songs of Morning Dues as they go from pieces in a book to the real thing.
Morning Dues
Morning Dues
Will You Be There
Motion Man
I Think the Kid's Name Was Robby
Little Boy under the Stars
Rock A Little Longer
A Pretty Girl Can Save the World
Class of '84 Reunion
Come Alive
Morning Dues
Shaken and awaken to a day when I was sixteen
Standing in the hallway lost in another daydream
Walking by/her eyes/locked mine and didn’t stray
Self-aware and scared I froze then turned away
Yea, I turned away…
(Chorus)
Morning dues and country tunes
And stories ‘bout the Pope in the Daily News
I took what I had
Nothing to lose
And paid my morning dues
I was a…
Twenty-something loner with a chip on my shoulder
Fate on my plate would have to wait til I was older
But there’s no bigger waste of time than just bluffing
And falling for anything and standing for nothing
Yea, I stood in the crowd…
Chorus
There’s no Shangri-La gate we can reach in this lifetime
There’s no walk in the sun where everything gets fine
But I’ll keep on trying for my own piece of just right
Because standing your ground is still a helluva good fight
Yea, it’s a good good fight…
Chorus
Pull your map, see where it’s strong
Find where it leads and go along
Will You Be There
When I’m walking tall but my head is hanging low
Will you be there, will you be there
When the world’s too much,
too hard to make it through
Will you be there, will you be there
Cause some times and times again,
I’ll be looking for a friend
Who will be there, will you be there
Seems at night the walls start talking the floors move on their own
Will you be there, will you be there
Seems at night I should be sleeping,
I’m too fraid to sleep alone
Will you be there, will you be there
Cause some times and times again,
I’ll be looking for a friend
Who will be there, will you be there
I can put up with a job,
busting my ass all night long
I can take my boss, because I know he’s wrong
But when I need to put up a heavy front
Can I put it up to you?
Cause some times and times again, I’ll be looking for a friend
Who will be there, will you be there
To see me through the morning
right through the day’s end
Will you be there, will you be there
And if ever comes a time when I step out of line
Knock me back there, I will go there
Cause some times and times again,
I’ll be looking for a friend
Who will be there, will you be there
Motion Man
Baby, pop the clutch and roll into first gear
Cold motor rumble is buzzing through my ears
Exhaust pipe’s coughing up a chunk of dirty air
We can shake the dust and rust and drive it anywhere
Shaking and a burning
Let’s toss it into third gear
(Chorus)
We’re gonna need a bigger boat!
If we want to cross this ocean
When it’s time to get moving
And put your life in motion
I’m your motion man
Let’s test this motor out and grind it up to fourth gear
Pistons start to fire shaking in the back rear
Sparks fly metal fry spinning through the tight chain
Gas pumps mad rush like blood through the vein
Shaking and a burning
Let’s slide it into fifth gear
(Chorus)
We’re gonna need a bigger boat!
If we want to cross this ocean
If you want to get moving
And put it in motion
I’m your motion man
Cruising the fast lane can we take it up to sixth gear?
The world rushes by but the breeze is all I hear
Engine straining as the gas is draining
Bolts are popping and we’re redline topping
Shaking and a burning
I only wish I had a tenth gear
We’re gonna need a bigger boat!
To make it cross this ocean
Mighty waves crash down
But we’re in sync with the motion
If you want a guy
Who can shift it on the fly
Take you by the hand
and help with your plan
to put it all in motion…
I’m your motion man
I Think the Kid’s Name Was Robby
He was a kid named Rob or Bob or Bobby
Definitely not Robert, but something – maybe Robby
And Robby and I met with our families on summer vacation
12 years old hanging around at the Beach Surf Station
So we ordered pizza and argued Phils versus Mets
And we hung out all night on the porch by the back fence
We played wiffle ball on the beach and then we’d start
To tell each other jokes we heard back home in schools 100 miles apart
We were too young for email, address exchanges or phone calls
And the two weeks ended as sure as summer’s followed by fall
And I never saw Robby again
Jokes we heard in schools 100 miles apart
And I had friends throughout school and work and in the neighborhood
But I never felt it be so easy never felt the times go by so good
As on those warm July nights
Phils vs Mets
Which guitarist was best
Sitcom quotes and dirty junior high jokes
And you could discuss the world
In a life before girls
Familiar enough yet I could walk outside the back home clique I belonged
Strangered enough yet we knew all the same shows and songs
And something so random I’d carry for life in my heart
Jokes we heard in schools 100 miles apart
Little Boy Under the Stars
All my friends back in old Leo
Got no time to listen to my woe
They’re all sitting round killing time
And wish there problems were as bad as mine
I’m a little boy
Little boy under the stars
Down on a street called Shaded Sun
They take their seats there one by- one
But I got something to decide
I got two tickets for a one way ride
I’m a little boy
Little boy under the stars
The sunlight is warm to be under
But the moonlight fills with wonder
I got something to decide
Two tickets on a one way ride
Rock A Little Longer
Jeremy’s got the TV turned down
He’s looking for that rock and roll sound
He’s tuned in to his radio
And watching his favorite TV show
Don’t matter what it takes to fill your soul
You’re gonna need that rock and roll
Chorus
And I say hey, hey, baby
We’re gonna rock a little longer tonight
C’mon say yea, yea, baby
Co’mon let’s rock a little louder tonight
C’mon and bop, bop
Rock a little louder
Bop, bop
Rock a little longer
Bop, bop
Do it up tonight
Timmy works at an eatery
Tuned in to ninety-three-three
Driving home with a radio
He goes to sleep with his stereo
It don’t matter if you are slowing
Rock and roll will keep you going
Chorus
I’m riding on the boulevard
I’m sitting in my backyard
Passing people I don’t even know
Watch detectives on my TV show
Don’t matter where you are
Rock and roll is never far
Chorus
A Pretty Girl Can Save the World
When the world has done its number on you
You feel defeated and all alone, too
You catch a glimpse and your fears are stilled
And in that moment all the joy is fulfilled
Suddenly, things aren’t so bad
Rejoice and be glad
(Chorus)
I believe I believe
That it’s easy to see
A pretty girl can save the world
I believe I believe
Cause it’s happened to me
A pretty girl can save the world
The bride begins her walk down the aisle
A look to the groom and his goofy smile
But there is a meaning for all who are there
Witnessed love is a joy that they share
And it’s easier returning to life
Knowing they’re gonna be alright
(chorus)
A blemished world is what we endure
Light shines out from love that is pure
The mother holds on to her child’s hand
And leads her baby through this twisted land
And through the folly of the day
I survived to stand and say
(Chorus)
Class of ‘84 Reunion
Hello, my name is Brian
Thanks for the name tag yea the years have been flying
No I really didn’t travel far
The hall looks nice hey, is there a wet bar?
Yea I wanted to see everybody again
And now that I have, well I’m good for another 10
(Chorus)
Reunion of the class of ‘84
Now we’ve taken the pictures and sneaking out the back door
And do you remember me?
Voted most likely to agree
Reunion of the class of ‘84
Reunion of the class of ‘84
Hello hello my name is “Guido”
We had some bad words years ago
And it still bothers me
You’re the one guy here I wanted to see
But now I’m just not as mad
Can you even realize the effect you had?
(Chorus)
Hello hello my name is Joe
Yea, just Joe, that’s all you’d know
You have a familiar face
Were you the guy who did that thing at that place?
Nah, I guess I’m thinking of someone else
Well it was nice to see you, and here’s to your good health
Hello, hello my name is “Back Row”
I’m somebody you saw but didn’t know
‘Cos every day at 2:15
I’d head on my Mustang not to be seen
Until the morning bell I’m back before then
I never thought I’d see you people again
Hello hello my name is “Study Hall”
The girl you joked with by the back wall
You’re a friendly face from the past
You helped me fit in when I felt like an outcast
And there was a missed opportunity
But I was so shy guess it was never meant to be
(Chorus)
Reunion of the class of ’84…
We’re the class of ’84 and we’re out of here
Come Alive
I see you shaking
Yea, you’re shaking
There’s a chance you wanna be taking now
Wanna do more than survive
Come Alive
A choice you’re making
The walls you’re breaking
The next step that you’re gonna be taking now
Wanna do more than survive
Come Alive / Come Alive…
The days rush by time goes by
If you let it, it’ll pass til you die
Don’t wait for it to arrive
Come Alive / Come Alive…
I see you shaking
Yea, you’re shaking
There’s a chance you wanna be taking
Come Alive / Come Alive…
I’ve been wrong I’ve gone along
Been tested, tested to be strong
Stay alive
Then one day the pain won’t go away
I dropped to my knees to pray
To survive
You’ve been hated
You’ve been down graded
They took your passion then berated
Time has come to revive
Come Alive / Come Alive…
Life is joy life is sorrow
We all got ‘em but come tomorrow
For better days to arrive
Come Alive
I see you shaking
Yea you’re shaking
There’s a chance you wanna be taking
Wanna do more than survive
Come Alive / Come Alive…
Echoes
Shadows and fog and the weight of living
Ghosts and memories and the late night haze
A million miles gone and a million miles coming
Gasoline smell and all those lost days
Streets are dark – am I the only one living?
No lights no cars nothing blocking my way
Radio is static – am I the only one living?
Eyes are heavy am I fading away?
I hear voices rise up from endless grey hills
I gun the engine - faster to nowhere
Roll down the window and feel the night chills
The sound of hissing tires the sound of dead air
And the howling dog howls
And the howling dog howls
And the howling dog howls
Just to hear his bark
I got echoes in the night
Echoes in the dark
I got two more hours until the sun rises
I got two hundred miles until I’m home
I got an ugly side of me and I can’t fix the damage
My whole world’s this car and I’m driving alone
I got a real good one if you want to hear my story
I interview myself when the ride gets long
He asks about a girl and a time not forgotten
I hesitate at first then I sing him my song
I felt the grace of love every time I was with her
I felt anger and betrayal when we were apart
I’d do anything for her- except change my behavior
The sound of hissing tires the sound of dead air
And the howling dog howls
And the howling dog howls
And the howling dog howls
Just to hear his bark
I got echoes in the night