Side One
This Could Be Anywhere
I’d love to know if you can hear me
Woke up and something’s not right
All my assumptions swept away
A dead switch on a disconnected life
And it’s the look feel of my hometown
Looks the same but feels all wrong
Like I can no longer tell the good from bad
I’m just watching it move along
(chorus)
It’s a jungle in here
But I learned to get by
It’s a jungle in here
Signals broken, lines are down
And this could be anywhere
We promised to be “friends forever”
Just to soothe our adolescent fear
We soon found we weren’t that patient
“Friends forever” soon disappear
But I stayed busy and not so attentive
To the world outside my plan
Now my mom’s studying tai-kwon-do
My dad bought a van
(chorus)
(bridge)
This job - came from my last job
That job - from the one before
I took that one because I had no idea
What I was looking for
I step out this morning into a strange future
No shotgun rider to share my alone
I know that the thing that kills me the most
I can find nothing in this town to call my own
And when it’s all you know
Where else do you go?
(chorus)
Rosa and Sam
In a New York City summer In a way too fancy bar
Saw a pretty Southern girl With the drive to go far
A wide eye city boy Was trying to amuse
They stood off in a corner Discussing day old news
They started with the goal To fit in and make a sound
But they began a story That neither could put down
Ro-Ro-Ro Rosa and Sam
Sam was a man adrift In the post college flow
A cocky S.O.B but still Scared of his own shadow
Rosa had a way Of choosing what to do
And letting no other light Find its way through
Ro-Ro-Ro Rosa and Sam
It’s a sight to see The strength of love’s power
Life takes flight The bloom of a flower
Two kids searching For whom they should be
Found themselves a road That only they could see
Sam was self employed From sales to carpentry
They had a one-room walk-up On the city edge of the city
Rosa lived by talking to Everyone she met
She’d come home at night And tell Sam all about it
Ro-Ro-Ro Rosa and Sam
One day they moved to the wild Got a big house out by the hill
Lived big in the little world And then that house they began to fill
They raised five kids They did it their best way
Made a few bucks But gave most away
Then the kids were grown So, on a restless day
Put some things in their truck And headed to L.A
Ro-Ro-Ro Rosa and Sam
So, it’s me on The Strip Chasing the next star
Just another guy In just another bar
Got my map spread out Who I want to be
Old man named Sam Sitting next to me
He said “there’s one thing that I know
Nothing you do will make the time slow
It all ends old whether you like it or not
Get here how you want, take your best shot”
Ro-Ro-Ro Rosa and Sam
Ro-Ro-Ro Rosa and Sam
It’s A Trap
Monday morning meeting to say where we’re going
Friday happy hour to forget where we been
Nothing ends the way it had begun
Another week wasted chasing the next rung
(chorus)
It’s a trap, it’s a trap
Think you’re getting better but you’re only getting worse
I feel my blood rising before they even ask
They’re selling another shot at the gold
I’ve only been called in on the latest task
Ambition in motion and life on hold
It’s a trap, it’s a trap
Think you’re getting better but you’re only getting worse
(bridge)
Flesh and blood desires
just waiting for my call
All my old distractions hanging on the wall
I wake up on the other side of a thousand Monday meetings
But all the rewards were lost or fleeting
Look back at a thousand wars I started
All those old rivals don’t care or have departed
In the heat and frustration, the walls get near
Nothing to show but an explanation nobody wants to hear
It’s a trap, it’s a trap
You think you’re moving up but you’re only going down
It’s a trap, it’s a trap
You think you’ve gotten noticed but no one heard a sound
Maybe you gotta learn to love it
It’s a life that ain’t that bad
Lose the frustration and begin dreaming
Everything gets hazy, everything feels fine
I start drifting…
Happy Disconnections
My family doesn’t know where I am
And I don’t really know where I am
Met a couple new friend
Don’t know their name
In a life with no familiarity
It all starts to look the same
I’m happy disconnected
From a hill on Gateway Park
I can see the world underneath me
It’s more than a thrill, it’s a sacred destination
To rise from the earth and be free
Stopped following the words the sounds and images aimed at my mind
I control my next step and I live off what I can find
I’m happy disconnected
Don’t know the latest score
Don’t know who I should vote for
People say they got a problem with technology
Ten they’ll say that I’m the one who’s crazy
But I had tried…
I was plugged into all the media
Emails to keep in touch
Reaching out to anybody anywhere
What I got was everybody from everywhere
It was all too much
And it all left me busy and occupied
But not happy
I’m happy disconnected
Thank You Very Much
I thrilled them in my heyday
With the words I strung along
And now when they find me
They ask where I went wrong
Thank you very much (much), Thank you very much
Thank you very much (much), Thank you very much
Your concern’s appreciated
But a wee bit misplaced
You think it’s all been wasted
A gift that’s been disgraced
You say I held the cards
A future of my own
But it took all my talents
Just to make a home
Thank you very much (much), Thank you very much
Thank you very much (much), Thank you very much
She said “I respect your experience
Your years have made you wise”
She said “I guess you would concede my youth is also a valued prize”
I said: I was young once.
And it sucked.
Thank you very much (much), Thank you very much
Thank you very much (much), Thank you very much
Like’s the new love,
Green’s the new red
But opinions are just opinions
And dead is still dead
Thank you very much…
Side Two
A Good Day to Be Alive
Tom took a job where he works with his hands
He made a little life and he made no plans
In the summer we drive down to the Shore
Go fishing on a boat neither of us could afford
We have our fill and when we’ve had enough
We head on back before our life piles up
Night lights carry us from earth to sky
I look out the window as the beauty rolls by
(chorus)
It’s a good day to be alive
It’s a good day to be alive
Got the sun on my side
It’s alright, it’s alright
My father got sick and “if we could have afforded the med”
Is a thought that keeps rolling round my head
Might have made a difference but we don’t know
We get through the day just by letting go
Gave them two grandkids and we drive each week
To see their loving grandma but there are words we don’t speak
There’s sadness when we get there but after awhile
The family is together I sit back and smile
(chorus)
You make your choices you choose your ride
Sometimes you wind up on the wrong side
Priest once told me “that it’s not only the sin
But the penance that brings grace back in”
I used to have a job where I decided the fate
Of the aid that was given by the state
I didn’t have a problem being cold and fair
I left when I knew no one was getting anywhere
I had a four-cylinder stick that I bought with cash
And she accepted the ride when I asked
She smiles when I mention the days gone by
Like there never was a reason to wonder why
I know this road has had its rough patch
And we both looked for an escape hatch
But we’ve arrived this far
Alive and in our very own car
(chorus)
And sometimes it is only the sin
And two heartbeats riding the wind
Sold For A Dollar
Weak-willed half-hearted
You lose before you started
They’ll buy your soul
If you lose control
Give you an office – Say it’s all yours
Sell you a house – you can’t afford
You wake up to realize
You got a wallet full of lies
(chorus)
Somebody, somebody
Somebody with power
Sold my future
My future for a dollar
Sold me for a dollar
We try - play fair
Be nice, pay our share
It’s the give and it’s the take
Unaware, our mistake
Give you a blanket – when you are cold
Offer up a promise – when you get old
Never tell you what you pay
For all the things you gave away
(chorus)
(bridge)
Don’t sell yourself short
Better yet…
Don’t sell yourself at all!
It took a long bad trip over many many years
To figure out what I’d been losing to fear
It may be late, I may be closer to done
But I gotta take back, gotta take back some
(chorus)
Last Call From Nowhere
Used to live life on my sleeve
Got burned a time or two
I just chalked that up to the cost
Of living a life that is true
But there are snipers all around with their dead aim low
And in this season
It’s the reason to escape the show
They say escape is futile
But resistance
Ahh, sweet resistance…
(chorus)
I don’t need a car
To make my get-away
I keep my dreams secret
And I watch what I say
This is my last call from nowhere (nowhere)
Well let’s go into hiding, yea, let’s just run
We’ll drive until the morning and we’ll walk in the sun
But they got hot links in Asia, connections round the globe
And the last trail in Alaska has a line into your home
They say escape is futile
But resistance
Ahh, sweet resistance…
Shake it baby, don’t let it break you, you can’t hide from the eye
But there’s a road only we can travel and it’s open til we die
The Drifter
The drifter thought there was a reason
For going down that road
Half way down, turned around
And decided to go home
The drifter came into my life
One day as I walked outside
Lit a spark that lit the dark
I held on for the ride
(Chorus)
I fell in love with the drifter
I fell in love with the song
The broken parts
Will break your heart
And the drifter will move on
It brought my life the unexpected
And the thrill of just being alive
The days and nights cascaded
The old fears subside
(chours)
You know, you know, you know
Where this will go
Either the drifter stays or goes
You know, you know, you know
The trouble if they stay
One day, you’re gonna be alone
I cut a deal with the drifter
Part time we’d have it all
It’s not the waiting that’s devastating
It’s that I have to make the call
Swear My Love
Taste of loss lingers sweet
Surrender to desire’s need
Shallow roots have been torn
Poisoned heart leads to scorn
Empty void hears desperation’s word
I keep calling out (calling out) in prayers unheard
(chorus)
We meet in the night
Lovers forever, come together
The heat from your touch
I can’t want this too much
We meet in the night
And I swear my love to you
There’s a flow the lonely know
A slow train crawling- an endless road
Liars lie, fighters fight
All to get through the night
In dark corners our fears are shown
I keep calling out (calling out) in prayers alone
(chorus)
There’s a price for secrets kept
There’s a warning sign on our next step
A Social Life
Nobody rides for free or gets left behind
Achieve them both and we’ll all be fine
I made better choices when I was young
My friends the best choices I have done
I got older but I didn’t get wise
Settled on life’s consolation prize
Never corrected just wander and rust
Tried not to let it all bother me much
So, I chose to hide
Now I’m looking outside
(chorus)
I choose to live
A social life
I choose to live
A social life
Together we’re better
And the greater we’ll be
When no one’s left behind
And no one rides for free
We protect ourselves with defenses
We retreat within our own fences
We keep each other behind lines
Take on the armor of our times
Had enough paying bad dues
A social life is what I choose
(chorus)
I got up one Sunday with a pain in my head
It was due to the week I had ahead
Work a bad job and it cuts you down
Hopeless weeks just keep rolling around
So, I chose to hide
Now I’m looking outside
(chorus)
Lost in this space not sure how to be
I asked the world:
“what do you want from me?”
And it answered….
We don’t need your act to be
Some tough guy who disagrees
If Pollyanna isn’t in your heart
Then that doesn’t have to be your part
Don’t need to pretend to be happy or sad
To let it slide or go hair-trigger mad
Or act like a cheerleader to go along
If you need to pretend then you are wrong
We don’t need some grand act from you
We have a job that can only be done by you
What we need…
Is for you to be the Pollyanna
If that’s who you are
Or the tough guy on the block
The jerk in the slow car
We have an opening for an angry guy
To be hair trigger mad or to let it slide
We need you happy if you’re happy
We need you mad when you are mad
We need a cheerleader to go along
Someone to write music -someone to sing along
We need people engaged in what they believe
To fight whether they agree or disagree
To admit mistakes to question what they know
This is the thing that makes the world go
We have a job for you to do
And it can only be done by you
And remember…
Together we’re better
And the greater we’ll be
When no one’s left behind
And nobody rides for free
Your choice to live
A social life
Karen From the 80’s
Hey K, what can you squeeze from a memory?
It is you and me and the past makes three
You’re frozen in time but not in flesh
One goes stale but the other stays fresh
Do you remember our shared moments?
The times where we were all one?
On opposite sides of the sofa
Of the country, of the setting sun
Do you remember when he drove all night?
To proclaim his love in a Pennsylvania bus pit
We held our breathe as he made the ride
And felt like we made it – when he had made it
Karen, Karen from the 80’s
And when we pass on the street
Nod but don’t stare
To all these little secrets
That only we share
And this ain’t just an exercise in nostalgia
Just to mention leg warmers and parachute pants
There was something there once upon our moment
That had its moment but never had a chance
There’s two-ton generation ahead of us
And another one on our heels
They both seem to have the same weakness
Gas guzzlers with spiked metal wheels
And I don’t think they see
What exists today can fail
So we’re left with the timeless job
Follow that elephant with a shovel and pail
Millennials are overacting scenery chewers
I’m thinking of you James Franco
Baby boomers all naval gazing method acting
Here’s to you Marlon Brando
And we were the nameless Kevin Bacons
Making sure it all moved along
Aw, but that’s just self-serving revisionism,
True, but I don’t think it is wrong
And when we pass on the street
Nod but don’t stare
To all these little secrets
That only we share
But it ain’t all bad don’t ever think that it was
Time cannot take the victories from us
And I keep having to fight the temptation
Nostalgia is a hollow dirty word
And what was and what we remember
Is a line that is always blurred
But Karen I recall from my spot in the concert hall
That there were songs that lifted me over the wall
And I know how the sun felt on my face
Or racing through an endless night
And I know there was a freedom we had
Before or since, Karen, only we got it so right
And frankly I’d be better without them
I wish these memories would go away
Cause I know every aging old romantic
Spits out the same tired cliché
But Karen here’s to you
And Kimberly, and Lisa, and Michelle
And to Susan, Mary, and Jennifer
I hope you all are doing well
On behalf of Christopher
And Ronald, Steve, and Mark
Rest assured that the faithful
Still carry the spark
And remember…
So… when a snake swallows a generation
It can go through like a rat
Big and heartburning and bulky
And disappears as nothing but scat
Or… it can swallow like a firecracker
Lit and burning the whole way
And after torching the place
Turn and blow that snake away
Or… it can go through on its own terms
And know it doesn’t have a chance
But to leave some crumbs for the next one
And leave some time to dance
Karen, Karen from the 80’s…